Sunday, February 8, 2009

2009, a year which we enter with new hopes and dreams. One will always been looking forward a better career,better relationship and better life as a whole. As saying 'Life is full of Surprises,unpredictable'. Neverthless we constantly build our dreams, building our future and at times being complacent what we possessed, what we are blessed with. In reality, we live our life by seconds.


Twenty years.... or rather Twenty years and Ten months, thats the period we build our dreams,hopes and future together. Though being a elder brother, i become more of a discipline master to him. Strict house rules, endless nagging, ferious fights i had with him when he was younger. SIONG never liked it, and i knew! As he grown, just like any teens he had his own group of network in any dimensions, the approach diversifying into understanding and influencing. Like most teens, you and me went through the era too, friends were everything, relationships problems seems never-ending. Family is important (no doubts), but nagging never fails to be the ingredients in them or the usual 'this can do, this cannot do', again it them, Family.


SIONG remains close to the family, he is always part any business plan we venture. He shared his problems selectively to selective family member only so no one will be 'know-all' person, this occurred always during in his most desperate times, when he really need help. But not always help is provided due to various reasons. A soft in heart, strong in head boy, he concern and worried for his future, yet temptation set in and leads him away.


Anguish, Frustration, Impatience,when he trapped in temptations, no one can help not even GOD, if focus and determination is lacking. Awesome, Inspiring and Charming, when he displayed his talents, his willingness to overcome difficulities, his quick-thinking mind. SIONG seems to be caught in between devil and angel in his life. When he was lost, directions were set in, he lost again, direction set in again and so on....28 July 2008, whether devil or angel won over him, we do not know, and will never know.


But i know 'the family' never fail to miss him, not a day passes without SIONG in our thoughts, hearts and prayer. Time will heal the wound, not for the family......


We love you Siong


Kor Kor