18 days to your 1st anniversary of departure, Siong. My heart is thumping each day as your anniversary approaching, i believed it goes the same for Pa, Ma, Jie, Jeremy, Da-sao. I wonder anyone with excellent eloquent skill or vocab will able to describe the kind of sentiments we are roughing through, i bet none.

Siong, i do admit nowdays i hold back looking at photograh of yours, i cant hold back any emotions anymore. It time to admit i'm not being strong anymore or rather i wasn't at all this while, since 27 July 08. The initial period, from hospital till today...i seems to be the strongest, but i'm the weakest, i seems to accept it, but i can't.

At times, I'm in a denial stage, denied why my younger brother passed away at 20 yrs old, denied why he had met with such fatal accident, why must be him...so many whys.

Contradicting myself, for HIM to take him back, there must be a good reason, we will never how GOD works his wonder. GOD know what best for us...

I go for the latter, so lets keep our faith strong at the same time lets put our hearts together and cried out in memory of our dear brother, Siong Siong.

Kor Kor